GDawgg Clan:

Celebrating 10 years of great gaming today!!!

Our clan was formed on October 21, 2002.

 

November 2009: CoD Modern Warfare 2

An FPS pc game with no dedicated servers and no developer's console? Unheard of! Insane! Gaming blasphemy! Unthinkable! And yes, it actually happened. To one of the best games to come along in years. MW2 was the trial balloon floated by Activision and Infinity Ward (IW) in 2009. I'm sure they made a mint off this game. I doubt, however, that they'll ever make those mistakes again.

IW's decision to release MW2 with no dedicated servers and with no console was the event that informed pc gamers world-wide that we are of secondary importance to game developers like Infinity Ward. They let us know exactly where we stand. Their primary concern and primary target market is the hundreds of millions of console gamers (Play Station, X-Box, etc) world-wide. Why? Because there's so many of them and that kind of "return on investment" demands that they be catered to. Does that also mean that they completely piss off the entire FPS pc gaming community in the process? It wasn't necessary, but that's what IW did.

IWNet. That's the name of the match-making system IW introduced to replace dedicated servers. It is, may I say, a total piece of crap. I wonder if I should repeat that. IWNet = utter garbage.

The pc gaming community did not take this lying down. We organized and signed petitions. Many players boycotted the game. But I knew it would only be a short period of time before the creativity in the midst of the pc gaming community would rise up and make a statement. I told my clan-mates that it would happen and I didn't need a crystal ball to come to that conclusion. What choice did we have? IW left us no choice but to alter MW2 in every way conceivable. I'm quite proud to say, that's exactly what we did. Those with programming skills in the FPS pc gaming community got to work on MW2 and we showed IW what the game was supposed to look like. We showed IW how MW2 was supposed to be played. Trust me, they will never forget.

How was this accomplished? Mostly by young talented pc gamers from around the world who banded together and created sites, forums and then began to work together to accomplish the mission of "fixing" MW2. I'm sure more "working groups" sprung up than I'm aware of, but the two communities that have made the most progress in making MW2 playable are alterIWNet (aIW) and Four Delta One (4D1). Kudos to these guys who got the job done. Awesome work!!!

At some point during the week ending on Saturday October 16, 2010 aIW released dedicated server software for MW2. GDawgg Clan had servers running on aIW's network. It was a great achievement by them. It was also a whole truckload of fun being able to play MW2 with dedicated servers and 18 players (IWNet only allowed 8 players per match). Unfortunately, aIW was forced to cease it's operations. We were not surprised by this. Shortly thereafter, 4D1 sprung up. I don't have a timeline for 4D1's releases but I do know that some of the creative minds from aIW are a driving force behind 4D1. This community is operating a fully functional MW2 network, complete with ranked dedicated servers. Friggin awesome! The members of GDawgg Clan as well as thousands of pc gamers from all over the world applaud the work done by 4D1.

MW2 is such a kick-ass game with such great maps (Rust, Terminal, Favela), weapon innovations (MP5K, TAR-21, tactical knife, first appearance of dual-wield weapons in the CoD franchise) and perk innovations (marathon, commando, sit rep, etc). I'm sure I left out about 30 other things. Thankfully, it has been made "playable" by the collective creativity of the FPS pc gaming community.

Note: No map editor, compile tools or mod tools were ever "officially" released for MW2. However, many mods have been created for this game. I made nine mods for MW2.

2009: CoD4 & UT3

CoD4 proved to be a hard act to follow. CoD4 has a number of features that many recent games have seemingly been unable to replicate. I have to think this failure to reproduce some of the things that made CoD4 so successful is purposeful. Here are four things that many recent game releases don't have that CoD4 has:

• Ranked dedicated servers
• Developer's console
• Map editor and compile tools
• The ability to play the game without being logged onto Steam

First, let me say that these are four things I consider to be of critical importance in a first-person-shooter pc game. Plainly put, CoD4 is just different from and better than the CoD titles that followed in so many ways. This game has the capability to run dedicated servers with up to 64 player slots. Things like this make gaming fun and in case you haven't picked up on this by now, the fun is what got me into pc gaming in 1992. Fun is what has kept me doing this for the last 20 years. Our clan had a 48 player CoD4 TDM server, running mp_crossfire which reached the rank of #2 in the world among all CoD4 servers, according to GameTracker.com (see top image). That server was a blast to play in. Just as a frame of reference, three of the four CoD titles that followed CoD4 all allow no more than 18 players in their dedicated servers.

I was fortunate to have the opportunity to make 16 maps for CoD4. Killbox maps, one with multiple jump-pads, a pushwall map, a terrain map and more. Perhaps my most popular CoD4 map is mp_chaos. It consists of a large flat concrete area with shipping containers placed in what seems to be a random arrangement. This map has been downloaded over 750 times since April of 2009 and people are still downloading this map today. My favorite of all the maps I made for this game is mp_moose_snot. The name comes from a certain texture I used on some of the buildings in the map that appear to have an ugly greenish color near the seams of the whitish-grey metal. Looks like snot to me. Hence, the name. Another map I made, mp_killbox2, was a lot of fun as well. So much so, that four days later I decided to remake it for HL2DM and it ran on one of our HL2DM servers for more than a year. Wildly popular. Trust me, there are more maps, too many to mention. Suffice to say, the Dawggs of GDawgg Clan played the living crap out of these maps back in 2009. Man, did we have a blast! Swiz also made a map for this game on May 8, 2009, mp_bunker. Great map which includes some pushwalls and many other cool features. Swiz's excellent attention to detail is very apparent in this map. And, this was the first map he'd made for any game. Magnificent job Bro! We had tons of fun playing it.

Swiz also turned me onto UT3 in June of 2009. Geezo peezo! What did he go and do that for!? UT3 has so many dimensions, so many variables, it was a dream get involved with this game from both a playing and a mapping standpoint. Infinity Ward, the developer of the CoD series, placed obstacles and restrictions in the path of anyone seeking to create custom content (maps, mods, skins, etc) for their games. UT3, developed by Epic Games, is exactly the opposite. The doors to making all sorts of goodies for this game are so wide open, it's simply a pleasure to have such a game and the map editor for this game loaded on my pc's. I had played other UT games prior to UT3 and was never really impressed with them. This game was different in that the player models seem to be larger than in the past and, more importantly, I wasn't mapping when I had played the previous UT titles. With mapping as means to release some of my creativity, I went nuts with UT3. Totally. I made 40 maps for this game, 11 of them in the first 42 days that I had the game and 27 in the first 5 months. I feel that I made some of my best maps in UT3. The tools the game offered to work with and the map editing interface simply made mapping so much fun and so effortless that all I needed to do was have map ideas and the process of exporting those ideas into actual gaming venues was completely unencumbered. My first UT3 map, dm-gdawgg1, I really like a lot. Also, dm-killbox_b and dm-nutso-b are two others that I enjoy. However, I must mention the mutators. UT3 mutators are modifications to UT3 that any server admin can employ. There are several that come with the game but they're so easy to make that there must be thousands of custom mutators made by the gamers themselves. Here's three I really enjoyed:

• Zark: makes the sniper rifle fire like a sub-machine gun - deadly beyond belief
• Big Head: makes a player's head grow as his kill to death ratio grows - hilarious
• Juggernaut: player grows huge after so many kills and then more huge after more kills

 As I said, there's thousands of them, crazy stuff!
 
Swiz made two maps for UT3: dm-hangar and dm-jump_v1.2. Both are totally awesome maps with lots of space, lots of teleporters and lots of jump pads. I repeat, awesome maps. Great work Swizzle!

Our clan members played CoD4 and UT3 simultaneously in 2009 leading up to the release of CoD MW2 (Call of Duty : Modern Warfare 2) in November of that year. This one would prove to be a great game but one mired in controversy.

More to come...

2006 - 2008

2006 - 2008. These years helped to define the GDawgg Clan of today. I went on various map-making binges during this time. I authored maps for HL2DM, Half-Life, F.E.A.R. and Crysis Wars in these two years. More importatly, our clan picked up five key members from the ranks of HL2DM players who played on our servers: ratbag_mf, Greekfreak , Metalimage, Idle_Threat and Stinky Hangdown. Awesome names! Gotta love those names. These guys came on-board during these transition years and helped move our clan forward. All five of these awesome gamers are still members of GDawgg Clan today. Not only are they all awesome gamers but they are great people as well.

The old guard Half-Life dawggs and the new guard HL2DM dawggs have blended very well over the years. Our clan continues to be a group of guys who care about each other as one would care about his own brothers. We are brothers. We've all grown closer as the years have passed.

CoD4

I don't know why I purchased Call of Duty 4 in March of 2008. Can't quite remember what prompted me to buy it. Perhaps I had an inkling that the game might be good. I had previously bought Call of Duty in 2003. This was the original title of the Call of Duty series. I didn't like it much. I think I played the game twice. Much to the contrary, CoD4 turned out to be the game our clan had been looking for since 2004. It brought us all together in one game, on one platform that we all could enjoy. GDawgg Clan turned a corner with this game. We still have three CoD4 servers running today and the game remains extremely popular with pc gamers.

I made the decision early on not to patch our CoD4 servers because there were just way too many patched CoD4 servers. Many gamers were buying the game through Steam and thus playing the game through Steam. The problem here is that in 2008 there over 20,000 CoD4 servers running on Steam and somewhere between 10,000 to 15,000 CoD4 players on Steam. The result was thousands of empty servers. I had no desire join those ranks. By not patching our servers we remained in a vastly smaller pool of servers. As a result our CoD4 servers became a hit with players almost immediately. Our CoD4 San Jose Mix server pretty much stays packed day and night while running just one map 24/7: MP_Crossfire. http://www.gametracker.com/server_info/8.6.9.127:28960/

The maps released with CoD4 include some real winners: mp_crossfire, mp_pipeline, mp_countdown, mp_backlot, mp_bog, mp_overgrown, mp_farm and mp_cargoship to name a few. The guys at Infinity Ward (CoD4's developer) who created these maps really have much to be proud of. They made a whole rack of awesome maps for this game. There's one CoD4 map I haven't mentioned yet because, in my humble opinion, it may be one of the best maps ever made for any game: mp_shipment. Many players poo-poo this map as being too small. I do agree that it's tiny. Like postage stamp tiny but that's what sets shipment apart from all other maps. For a few years I was running a CoD4 shipment server with a 40 slot player-limit. To call it complete and utter mayhem would be a gross understatement. This server had between 20 and 35 players in it day and night for a couple of years. Yes, spawn-killing was rampant. The challenge was who could do it the best and come away with the win. I set the scorelimit at 2000 and the timelimit at 60 minutes. The madness created while playing this server defies any objective description. I loved every minute of it. Though I must say, MaiM was better at it than me. No doubt mp_shipment is an "acquired taste", however, it's popularity speaks for itself. Shipment has been remade for other games. Crysis Wars and Crysis 2 to name two. On August 12, 2011, I created cw2_shipment5 for Crysis 2. Though the non-playable surrounding area of my map is different from the original mp_shipment, I made sure the playable area is almost exactly the same as the original. You can download cw2_shipment5 here: http://gdawgg.com/c2maps.html. Here is a video of this map: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dq1uk0PHNUU.


GDawgg Clan's latest CoD4 Shipment server can be found here: GDawgg Shipment 24/7 - 208.167.251.61:28930

Late in 2008 I discovered CoD4Radiant, the map editor for this game. CoD4 would be that last game in the Call of Duty franchise to be released by Infinity Ward with it's own map editor and compile tools. A fact that the FPS pc gaming community is greatly displeased with...

Moving Forward

My journey down the path of mapping with Hammer World Editor was just beginning. My first map was the doors map, dm_doors_5. It was a crude map but it was playable. I was proud of it and, of course, I put pushwalls in it. <smile> No one knew in August of 2005 that I would make as many maps as I have over the years, I certainly didn't intend it to go this way. However, the maps gave me and our clan an identity that has linked us to HL2DM. How ironic, given that HL2DM is the game that blew our clan apart just 10 months earlier. How ironic, given that many of my clan-mates from our Half-Life beginnings despised HL2DM and completely refused to play it. Yet, this game would put GDawgg Clan on the map, so-to-speak, in spite of our near 100% collective disdain for the game.

My maps and our HL2DM servers helped to make GDawgg Clan identifiable to many players as time passed. But going back to August of 2005, we were still in survival mode, looking for a good FPS pc game to change the direction of the clan. We tried getting into Quake 4 but it was a bust. We had servers for this game and one of our former clan-members, Keeper, even made a killbox for it. However, Quake 4 suffered from the overwhelming popularity of Quake 3 Arena. Q4 just didn't and couldn't measure up. It was a complete bust. Then we found F.E.A.R.-DM.

It was spring of 2006 when WRATH talked me into buying this game. By that time I had made 20 HL2DM maps and 17 Half-Life maps. Yes, it was a binge, 37 maps in 8 months. Mapping had opened a door to my creativity. I even made a killbox for F.E.A.R.-DM -- map #38: http://gdawgg.com/900.html.

F.E.A.R. was great. WRATH, Swiz and I played it a ton. That was all we had. It was a whole truckload of fun too. This game gave us an avenue away from Half-Life and HL2DM. It was precisely what we needed. Both WRATH and Swiz used to kick my butt regularly in F.E.A.R. but i didn't care because we were back to enjoying gaming again like it had been with Half-Life.

I was grateful that we were finally moving forward. WRATH and Swiz were too. We played F.E.A.R. until we simply got tired of the game.

Next, we began adding new members from HL2DM...

The Dust Settled, What Do We Do Now?

Surviving our disappointment wasn't easy. More than half of our clan was gone. 90% of our remaining clan-members refused to play HL2DM. GDawgg Clan was in shambles. I was fortunate to have some stalwart clan-members who didn't give up on me. Who didn't give up on us. We were barely more than two years in existence in November of 2004. I asked myself, "what do we do now?" Finding answers to that question wasn't easy either.

Initially, the key to our survival was in playing other games. We were forced to go back to Half-Life, just to maintain some balance. We also played AG, DOD, CS and CS:S (Adrenaline Gamer, Day of Defeat, Counter Strike, Counter Strike:Source). The problem was none of these games could really sustain us given where we were mentally at that time. The build-up to HL2's release had been so huge and it took so long (the original release date was pushed back 6 months to November 2004). Yeah, you guessed it, the air had been let out of the balloon and we were completely deflated. It's a wonder that we got through that. We tried and tried to make Half-Life be for us what it once had been. We played it. We still had two very popular and well-trafficked Half-Life Killbox servers. It just wasn't the same anymore, no matter how much we played it. Being in this state of not having a game to play that we could be collectively enthused about made all of us seek other outlets. To be honest I can't remember what the other guys did. But for me, I had two HL2DM servers to run. Or, not to run. I could've easily just dropped them but for some reason, I didn't. I knew I had to get someone to make a Killbox for HL2DM and perhaps then my clan-mates would regain some interest and come try it out, even with all the flaws that HL2DM had. That was my mission. Find a map-maker.

How does one find a map-maker? Well, what I did was to search the HL2DM server menu for custom maps. Occasionally I would stumble into one of these custom maps and the mapper would be there alone, testing it. Sometimes I'd get kicked straight-away. Sometimes the mapper would leave and sometimes the server would just crash as soon as I arrived. One day, following my search routine, I wound up in a custom map with a guy named Black Hat Rob. He didn't feel the need to kick me out or crash the server or leave. He stayed and we chatted. I told him what I needed and that I'd pay him for it. We agreed on $35. A few days later (12.08.04) he produced dm_killbox_gdawgg and I began running this map on both of our GDawgg HL2DM Killbox servers. Then on 12.18.04, Rob created dm_killbox_gdwg, implementing some changes I'd requested. Unfortunately, the majority of my clan-mates were just not interested in HL2DM. Having a killbox for the game didn't change things. And, I completely understood. HL2DM was such a huge disappointment for all of us. The only difference for me was I had to take us somewhere. I didn't know where. I just knew we couldn't stay in this funk forever. We had to move forward and it was my job to get us there.

We did have one clan-member who embraced HL2DM. His name was TOI YA BAS, from Scotland.
TOI, as I used to call him, played HL2DM early and often, every day. He wasn't in a funk like the rest of us. This was refreshing for me because he loved our new HL2DM Killbox maps. Our killbox maps became popular and our servers were chock-full of regular players in a short period of time.

A few months went by. Another development that helped us get beyond our HL2DM disappointment was the creation of a Half-Life map by one of our clan-mates. Her name was stupid. Yes, that was her player name and she was anything but stupid. She was very creative. stupid was from Switzerland and she was a cutie too. To date, she is the only female member GDawgg Clan has ever had. stupid made a Half-Life map for us. It was called M-Cross. It gave us something new and different to play. I really liked the map. Played it a lot. It gave me an idea: have it made for HL2DM.

It was now June, 2005. I met a guy named Bullet Magnet. He's from Scotland like TOI. I have no recollection of how or where we met. It had to be in one of our GDawgg HL2DM Killbox servers but I'm not sure. Just do not remember. Okay, so now you're wondering why is it so important to remember when and where I met Bullet? Easy. He changed everything. He changed everything. How? He is a mapper extraordinaire. A "Master Map-Maker". He and I became fast friends. Bullet created a number of maps for GDawgg Clan. Eleven in total. He would eventually make an HL2DM version of stupid's map, M-Cross. Here's one of Bullet's most profound creations: DM_Killbox_GDWG_BB1 http://gdawgg.com/195.html. But, how did he change everything? Perhaps you'd like to know? He taught me how to use Hammer World Editor. This is the tool used to make maps for Half-Life and HL2DM. The entire pc gaming landscape shifted for me once I had the knowledge of how to make my own maps. It was like discovering an entirely new universe that had been dwelling right inside my own head just waiting to be revealed.

It happened like this: I was looking through the HL2DM server menu one day and I saw a map named "tehbox" in the server list. The name intrigued me. I joined the server. There was no one there. The map was so cool to me. By the looks of things it was quite apparent that tehbox was unfinished. What I had discovered was a work in progress. It was a huge wooden platform with very few weapons and a smallish cinder-block building in the center with an operable crane on top. There were also shipping containers on the huge wooden platform. I looked and looked for some clue as to who the original map-maker was for tehbox. Attribution is very important to me. It was critical to find out who made this incomplete, yet very cool map. Unfortunately, I never found out who the original mapper was. I asked Bullet to make some changes to this map for me. It became quite the collaboration between the two of us. He must've made five or six versions of this map for me. The best version, dm_killbox_tehbox_3a was very popular on our GDawgg servers. Then one day I say to Bullet,"can you make a map for me with a long corridor and a bunch of doors leading to various different rooms?" The idea for this map spawned from the film, Matrix Reloaded. In the movie, there was a scene where Morpheus and Trinity have to get the Key-Maker out of a building with a long corridor and hundreds of doors. That's where I got the idea. I figured that Bullet and I had collaborated so well on Tehbox_3A that this doors idea ought to be just as good, if not better. We got started. It was a good start. But then something happened on Bullet's end. I think it was either family or career-related. Or, maybe he simply got tired of making maps for me. That's quite possible. Whatever it was made him almost inaccessible via the web all of a sudden. I couldn't get in contact with him when I was having brainstorms about the doors map. I had to write stuff down and/or remember stuff and some of my ideas got lost in the process. So, after a few days of no contact with Bullet, I finally caught up with him and said, "hey man, maybe you can show me how to use Hammer..." It only took an instant for him to show me where to download Hammer from and where to find an online Hammer tutorial. Within an hour I created a test map by following instructions from the tutorial. Nothing in my pc gaming world would ever be the same again.

To be continued...

Half-Life 2

I realize many current HL2DM players never played Half-life. The result for those players has been to praise HL2DM as this magnificent game with this magnificent "gravity-gun", awesome physics and awesome graphics. Many of those players, the ones who never played Half-Life, still think and some will even say that Half-Life 2 is one of the best games ever made.

Those of us who played Half-Life and loved the game do not agree.

In 2003 and 2004 our entire clan of 30 plus members was anxiously anticipating the release of HL2. We just knew it was going to be awesome. The entire pc gaming world was on the edge of it's collective seat, waiting for the release of HL2. This was going to be big. Real big. In May of 2003 I flew out to E3 in Los Angeles to meet with and interview Gabe Newell, the Managing Director of Valve Corporation, about this great new game that he and his company were set to release. I recorded my interview with Gabe and it can still be seen on GDawgg.com today: http://gdawgg.com/gnv2.mpg.mpeg. Valve was so engrossed with their new physics engine and facial movements of the game's characters that maintaining weapon continuity from Half-Life and fluidity of player-movement were simply not on their radar. When HL2 was finally released in November of 2004, I and my clan-mates were completely disgusted with the game. So much so, that nearly half of our clan lost interest in playing and left the clan. To put it plainly, we were pissed. We felt betrayed by Valve.

Here are a few reasons why.

1. Half-Life is "always run", not the pathetic "fatigue-able sprint" that encumbers HL2DM.
2. In addition to being always run, there is also a server variable in Half-Life that allows admins to adjust the player run speed. This variable was disabled in HL2DM.
3. The "jump-pack" from Half-Life was also removed from HL2DM. This item allows players in Half-Life to jump high, long and fast.
4. Running/movement in HL2DM is like running in a vat of molasses. I was one of the first, if not the first, HL2DM server admin in November of 2004 to adjust the gravity on all my servers to "105" simply to make player movement more fluid.
5. The .357 Magnum in Half-Life is zoomable. This also was disabled in HL2DM.
6. The crossbow in Half-Life had no delay. ZERO DELAY. Not so in HL2DM. What does that mean, no delay? It means that if you target a player with the crossbow in Half-Life and click the mouse, the player is hit and is dead immediately, unless they've picked up some armor. In HL2, you have to lead the player and anticipate the player's next move to get crossbow kills.
7. The most egregious change/omission made by Valve was the replacement of the tau-cannon with the gravity-gun. The tau-cannon is easily the most multi-dimensional weapon I've ever used in any game I've played since 1992. The alternate-fire feature on the tau-cannon (right-mouse) allows the player to charge the weapon and upon release of the right-mouse the burst from the tau-cannon can propel the player high and far in an instant. Additionally, this same alt-fire burst can kill enemies through any surface in the game (walls, floors, ceilings, etc). In killbox the tau-cannon is lethal because the position of every player in the map is visible and this weapon is used to easily kill players on any catwalk or platform in the map with a simple charge and burst. The gravity-gun, in comparison, is not even worth mentioning. Many would argue this point. I would answer those arguments by saying the gravity-gun has zero bearing on player movement, unlike the tau-cannon. The instantaneous propulsion of the player by the tau-cannon is a game-changer. No other weapon in any game has this capability. Also, the gravity-gun cannot kill an enemy by itself, unlike the tau-cannon. Finally, the gravity-gun cannot kill an enemy in another room or building from the outside of that room or building. The tau-cannon can and does. This single omission/change, removing the tau-cannon, by Valve in their release of HL2 was the one that pissed us off the most. To the Dawggs of GDawgg Clan it was inexcusable. Valve and Steam became synonymous with failure to us. That sentiment still exists in our midst today. However, for anyone who never played Half-Life Killbox, you don't understand our perspective and you have no frame of reference so it's impossible for you to ever understand.

In the wake of this disaster, HL2DM, my clan was in a state of unrest and anger. Some guys just disappeared never to be seen again. Other guys said their good-byes and went to play BF1942. Either way, those of us who remained were left to keep the clan together in spite of HL2DM.


Along with WRATH and Spam I AM, two of my most trusted clan-mates to this day who stuck it out with me during those early HL2DM years are Swiz and MaiM. We've all gotten to know each other very well over these years and their loyalty to our clan is unquestionable. These four guys and myself are all that remain from the pre-2004 GDawgg Clan. There are not sufficient words to express my gratitude to WRATH, Spam, Swiz and MaiM for what they've meant to this clan over the course of what will soon be a decade.

Guys, thank you, thank you, thank you.

To be continued...

The Dawggs

Plainly put, IP and I went on a recruiting binge. He would bring me the names of prospective clan members aka "Dawggs" and I had final say as to who would get in and who wouldn't. I wasn't too overly selective, we had a clan to build. I'd never done this before and there were no manuals on "clan-building" lying around. My pressing concern was to get Spam I Am and Sarge in the clan. They were each hesitant initially but both agreed to join us. I was thrilled. Now my new clan could take on anyone in a clan match and win. Awesome!

These are the names of the early Dawggs of GDawgg Clan: IP_Sitting_Down, GULL THE VIOLATOR, doc (later changed his name to WRATH), gorgon, Mad Hatter (gorgon's hockey-playing son), Spam I Am, Sarge, slash aka W/O Remorse, godwhisky, Kill Sport, Whole Lotta Holes (Holes for short), sil3ntninja, Big Mac Attack, Romello, Tarwn, FIREFOX71, FalconX, PuShAmAn=ud1*, deadami, X a Qshuner, TOI YA BAS (Scotland), Swiz, (Northern England), Enhanced, Desert Eagle, MaiM, Austin Powers, Rancid and Sidewinder.

The stories I could tell. Whew! We had a blast together. There was only one game worth playing back then as far as we knew and that game was Half-Life. Killbox was the only map we ever played. Endlessly. I set the time limit on all GDawgg Killbox servers to "0". For the uninitiated, that means there was no time limit. The map never rotated - lol. Players would regularly spend four or five hours at a time fragging in our servers, racking up scores well above 1000 kills for a given session.

The Dawggs of the GDawgg Clan were very close and we had some real characters in our midst. Most notably GULL. What a guy, what a guy. GULL was a crazy-awesome killbox player, very talented, extremely passionate about our clan and loyal like there's no tomorrow. He was pretty funny too. FIREFOX, aka Foxy was quite the character as well. However, I had a nemesis in my own clan. A guy who I targeted whenever we were in "the box" at the same time: doc. He and I must've spent thousands of hours fragging, blowing each other's brains out repeatedly then laughing about it. It didn't matter who else was playing, I was always trying to kill him first and foremost. Why? You might ask. We were both intensely competitive and somehow we both tried to prove it by killing each other more, most, early and often. He was simply the guy I had to kill, no matter what. The cool thing about it is we became very good friends. There was never any ill will between us, just great competition. I think the reason he called himself doc was because one of the stock Half-Life player models was Dr. Kleiner, a nuclear physicist. doc always used that model. Dr. Kleiner had a bald head and a lab-coat. Go figure. In September of 2003 doc changed his name to WRATH. I'm proud to say he's still a member of GDawgg Clan to this very day. He's seen the thick and the thin of it in our clan and he's never left. For that I'm truly grateful.

For every guy who has ever been in our clan I could tell four or five stories. Of course, there are some stories I simply cannot tell.


At the moment, there's just not enough time to recount all the events of our newly-formed clan that occurred between 2002 and 2004. But some of the names from the list above stand out: Tarwn: stone-cold .357 killer and the guy who re-coded our website for me in 2003. Tarwn is a skilled programmer. Kill Sport: killbox RPG camper. He was unapologetic about it too. We didn't mind though, he was one of us. sil3ntninja: graphic artist. Extremely talented and deadly in killbox. Ninja made numerous banners, logos, and flash images for our website. He made major design changes to GDawgg.com. Whole Lotta Holes: great guy, great player, great clan-mate. Holes is an experienced Unreal Tournament series mapper. Desert Eagle: deadly. Almost impossible to beat. Austin Powers: funny funny guy. Big Mac Attack: perhaps the most deadly Dawgg ever in Half-Life. Skill out of this world! He's no longer in our clan, yet he's still our friend and he still plays Half-Life killbox.

For my next blog post I'll talk about two very good friends who've been on this path with me since 2003: Swiz and MaiM...

The Birth of GDawgg Clan

Removing the cobwebs from my memory to recollect what gaming was like in the fall of 2002 is no easy feat but honestly, I remember it well. I had three Half-Life killbox servers running. Named: GDawgg Killbox 1, GDawgg Killbox 2 and GDawgg Killbox Low-G. With the passage of time the Low-G (as in low gravity) server would become the most popular. We didn't know that yet. Seemingly the same people played in my servers on a daily basis and I liked to keep track of who the badasses were. I was a fair player back then. Not great but not a complete suck-ass either. I created a "Top 75" list of the players who played in my servers regularly. Here is a version of that list on the left hand-side of GDawgg.com from January of 2001: http://gdawgg.com/pgds/egd1a.jpg

I made mention of two awesome players in the previous post, Sarge and Spam I Am. As you see, they're listed at #1 and #4 respectively. The guy at #5 was no slouch either, my good friend GULL. Before I took on the player name of mooseD I went by the name of Putrid. There I was at #9. Two other good friends are listed at #20 and #49, Whole Lotta Holes and W/O Remorse aka Slash. All five of these guys would later become GDawgg Clan members.

First though, I must tell you about the very first player I recruited to join my brand new clan. It was October 21, 2002. It was morning. I was in my GDawgg Killbox 1 server talking to a guy who I'd met in my servers and became friends with. IP_Sitting_Down was his name. IP was a funny guy and very exuberant. He was chock-full of ideas. He presented his ideas with passion, always. As I said, he was a very funny guy. I never asked him about his name, I mean, did IP really sit down to pee? If he did I didn't want to know and I sure didn't want to know why. I simply assumed that he was morbidly obese and peeing sitting down was the less messy of the two options. Or, that he was a punster making a play on the term "IP", internet protocol. I asked him once if he was a guy. He said he was. In retrospect, he might have been lying. What I did know was he enjoyed playing Half-Life killbox as much or more than I did and he was a lot of fun. Also, IP was Canadian. Whether he was lying or not, it really didn't matter. Whoever this person was on the other end of his internet connection was a damn good Half-Life player and he had a ton of imagination. We chatted on numerous occasions about all kinds of things. This guy had more ideas than there is sand in the desert.

Now you've met IP_Sitting_Down. Yeah, he was kind of weird but most gamers were back then. Eleven years ago there weren't millions of gamers like now. Most of us pc gamers were quirky in some way or another. Back to the morning of October 21, 2002, in GDawgg Killbox 1,  I say, "hey IP, you wanna join my clan?" "What clan?", he said. As if offended because he'd never heard of it, I said, "GDawgg Clan, what are you thinking?!?!" We both typed "lol" or "lmao" in chat and IP said, "sure! I'd be honored!"

For that day, at least, we were a two-man clan. That didn't last long. My motivation for forming the clan was to have killbox clan-wars with other clans. The idea was to kick some butt. To never lose and for GDawgg Clan to be feared throughout all of Half-Life. You know, typical "guy" stuff. In order to pull this off I needed Sarge and Spam I Am in my clan. Before approaching either of them I told IP about my plans. His response surprised me. He said, "you're just recruiting 'ringers', that's no good, we should build this clan with regular players like me and you..." Yada, yada. IP threatened to quit the clan over this issue. He tried to make me see that my motives were somehow foul or mis-placed. Ok, so they were. That didn't make them bad ideas. I had world domination on my mind. Or, at least, domination of the world of Half-Life. No way was I going to be side-tracked by my Canadian friend and his crisis of conscience. I couldn't afford to lose him as a clan-member either. That would make me a "clan of one". No good. We easily resolved the issue, agreeing in the end that winning clan-matches wouldn't be such a bad thing after all. Then we both began recruiting and initiating new Dawggs.

To be continued...

Servers

The first game server I ever ran was in Half-Life. It was 1999. This was prior to discovering killbox. I was running my fave map, Datacore on a dial-up Listen Server. Yes, it was awful. Lag-City. Players would join and frag but as soon as the 3rd or 4th person showed up the listen server would go into hyper-lag. I knew then I had to get DSL. Doh... After getting DSL, I got a router so I could run dedicated servers off my various machines. Then I discovered killbox and devoted all my server space to running killbox servers over the next two and a half years.

I usually ran 3 or 4 Half-Life servers at a time. I began to notice certain regular badasses would play on my GDawgg Killbox servers. One was Spam I Am the other was Sarge. These two guys would mop the floor with the rest of the players in my servers, me included. They were awesome players but they never bragged or taunted the rest of us. They just kicked our butts regularly.

When the time came for me to form my own clan in the fall of 2002 I knew I had to approach Spam I Am and Sarge about joining. I was new to clan stuff. I got help from another regular on my servers. It was time for GDawgg Clan to be born.

First though, I forgot something.

Yes, Half-Life changed FPS pc gaming forever.
Fantastic game, no doubt, but I can't leave out Quake 3 Arena.
It was released on December 2, 1999, almost 13 months after Half-Life. Over the next three years, I'm sure I logged at least 1500 hours of game-play time on each of these games. I was hooked.

Q3A was/is one helluva kickass game. No plot, no tasks, no missions. Just kill the other guy early and often, arena style.

This game is crazy, off the charts awesome. I've had a truckload of fun playing it. Q3A is still very popular today. There's more than 600 Q3A servers running this very moment. What's kept it alive all these years are the multitude of mods available for it. Most of these mods involve the rocket launcher, the rail-gun or the shotty. Take it from me, playing modded Q3A is still some of the best gaming around.

Don't believe me? Spend $2.00 or less on this game and join our GDawgg.com-RAIL-XP2.2B server or our GDawgg-ShottyBox-XP2.2B, both of which are running Excessive Plus Mod 2.2B:

http://www.gametracker.com/server_info/70.42.74.21:27960/ 

http://www.gametracker.com/server_info/74.91.123.164:27960/ 

Great Gaming!

Note: our Q3A GDawgg ShottyBox server is running various custom Q3A maps that I made for the game. 

More to come...

From id to Ooblik

...this rabbit hole, the world of FPS pc gaming, has no bottom. The possibilities are endless if one has a mind to learn, persevere, explore and adapt. Adaptability is critical, given the changes in FPS pc games since Wolf 3D in 1992. There have been several dispensations between then and now. Like seasons except they last years. Doom and Quake and their sequels were great in the 1990's. In my opinion, Quake 3 Arena was the best of that era. No, I didn't forget Duke Nukem and all it's effects. Simply put, the game-play wasn't on a par with Doom and Quake. Again, my opinion, Duke Nukem was "cheesy". However, it's effects marked a departure from what id Software was churning out.

Everything changed when Valve released Half-Life on November 19, 1998. The single-player mode of Half-Life incorporated tasks, adventure and a greater sense of purpose/mission than any FPS that preceded it. Remarkable game. Extraordinary. Those accolades are for the single player alone.

Multiplayer for FPS pc gamers began with Quake to my recollection. I played it a few times, on LANs and  the internet. It was a beginning. That's my way of being polite. The players' bodies would move as they navigated a map but not their arms, legs, hands, feet or head. Playing Quake online in 1996 was like shooting at cardboard cut-out's. As i said, it was a beginning. For the record, Doom also had a LAN-based co-op with 2 to 4 players.

Half-Life and Quake 3 Arena took the FPS multiplayer to a whole new level. A large part of this newness was map editing and creation. Ben Morris (apparently a programmer/designer) created a map editor called Worldcraft. He developed it for Quake. Worldcraft version 1.0 went on sale for $34.95 via mail-order on December 3,1996. Buyers received the program on CD. Valve hired Morris and acquired Worldcraft in July of 1997 with the intent to use it for the development of Half-Life and later release it with Half-Life. The result was version 1.2. Eight versions and 21 months later (version 2.1 -- April 1999) Worldcraft was released as free software but it only worked with Half-Life. Previous versions supported Quake, Quake 2 and Hexen 2. By this time Ben Morris had left Valve. Subsequently, version 3.4 was released and the name was changed to Hammer World Editor.

Why is this important? Think about it for a moment. Hammer and subsequent SDK's (Source Development Kits) released by Valve as free downloads enabled and encouraged mapping, modding and skin creation by the pc gamers themselves. Imagination and creation went wild. It was a wonderful time to be a gamer. New user-created custom content popped all over the place in the multiplayer world of Half-Life. We had never seen anything like this before. The players were creating their own pc gaming venues and player skins. Amazing!

The gravity of all this may be lost on some of you. That's understandable. You kinda had to be there. I was and I'm real glad I was. There's a story told by a gamer named KinetiK who received a Quake 2 custom map called "killingbox2.bsp" from his friend, Drexoll. KinetiK then asked another friend, Ooblik of FrogFree Clan, to recreate this map for Half-Life. On April 5, 1999, Ooblik made the map and named it "Killbox". I didn't get wind of this story until many years after stumbling into a killbox server for the first time. To say I was blown away would be grossly under-stating. Prior to seeing killbox my favorite Half-Life map was Datacore, a rather constricting map with a few semi-open areas. In killbox the whole map was an open area! It produced much carnage. Many players hated killbox. Calling it a "frames per second nightmare" or noting that no skill went into the making of it. Some suspect the real reason killbox had so many detractors was because so many players got "owned" in this map due to the lack of hiding places. Be that as it may, for every one killbox detractor there were 25 killbox addicts. I smile.

Thank you Ooblik! Thank you too KinetiK and Drexoll!

To be continued...

1992 - Wolf 3D - The Beginning

What a wild and crazy ride it's been. This gaming thing. Never dreamed I'd become this immersed in gaming, It all began the day I discovered Wolf 3D on a company computer where I was employed in 1992. Not sure which one of my colleagues installed it. We had just migrated from a Unix-based company wide system to desk-tops. Graphics were a new phenomenon on a computer monitor for us back then so 3D graphics were mind-blowing, to put it mildy. It was very difficult to stop playing Wolf 3D, next to impossible. In the interest of saving my job, I figured I'd better load it on my home pc which was a thick, heavy Toshiba laptop (386 processor) with a 10 inch display. I purchased the game by mail-order. It arrived at my home on a diskette. Now killing bad guys would invade my home life as well. Killing level bosses was kinda cool but what really got me was the pushwalls.

John Carmack, John Romero, Tom Hall and Adrian Carmack founded id Software in 1991. These guys created Wolf 3D, officially known as Wolfenstein 3D. They put pushwalls all through-out the game. One had to guess where they were unless there was a cheat guide handy (we didn't have one). There were always plenty of goodies (health, ammo, treasure) behind the pushwalls. Sometimes there would be whole levels behind them.

Right around the time I discovered the depth of my addiction to Wolf 3D, Carmack, Romero and guys at id Software released Doom (more pushwalls). I had no idea how deep the rabbit hole would go.

To be continued...